brother

in my heart you were everything. you taught me things. how to survive when things got bad. i looked up to you. trusted you. and what did you do? you walked away from me. you didnt say anything. you just left me here. in the cold. for me to figure things out on my own. but i cant. im lost without you. i dont know what to do. you were my best friend. the only one that i would ever trust to hold me heart and not drop it. you were the best thing in my life. what happened to you? why did you walk away from me? tell me! please! i want yo back to the way yo were before! but you just sit there. and ignore me like im nothing. whats so important that you cant be here with me? that you cant turn to see me crying for you. to see me reach for you!