October 2009
27 posts
if your scared to look ahead,don’t look back…always look beside you and your best friend will be there.
we are closer now. just a bit… we are still working on it. but when we do fix it all the way, it won’t be like it was. it will be better. i promise
the few. the proud. the marines.
we dont make comprimises. we make marines.
i’ll be your marine. for now,forever.
i belong to an angel that refuses to let me go.
i’ll return…under one condition….tell me you love me…and promise that you’ll never let me go.
if they gave me one breath i would use it to tell you, i love you.
my heart belongs to he united...
mine
i told him that love for me was hard. he hugged me and it was easy again.
why?
you tell yourself its your fault. but we say its not. why dont you trust us on that?its never been your fault. trust me these things happen. its ok. it will get better with time. i promise. stop saying its your fault casue its not. i swear to you that its not.
brother part 3
i pass the time by telling myself he’s on his wy. 2 hours. 4 hours. still no show. did he forget? did something come up? why isnt he here? does he know that this is important? does he know i just want to tell him that i love him and he’s still my brother? that i miss who he used to be? here he comes.
“why am i here?” ” i miss you.” “ok. is that...
brother part 2
you didnt think i could do it. you didnt think id make it. can you see me now? how strong i am? what do you think of now that you see me? you wanna know what im thinking? im thinking that i was right. that you taught me well. that you showed me how to do things even when people said i couldnt. now i understand why you did what you did. now i know why you walked away. now i know why you left me on...
brother
in my heart you were everything. you taught me things. how to survive when things got bad. i looked up to you. trusted you. and what did you do? you walked away from me. you didnt say anything. you just left me here. in the cold. for me to figure things out on my own. but i cant. im lost without you. i dont know what to do. you were my best friend. the only one that i would ever trust to hold me...
you know when im sad. you ask. but i say im fine. you bug me to tell you. i still refuse. is it a trust issue? no. what is it? am i afraid? in my mind im telling you everything i feel. in my mind your responding with an i dont care anymore. inmy mind your walking away
is she waiting for me? does she know i’m alive? that i’m out here thinking of her? that i love her? i wish i told her that i did. cause now i sit in this bunker wondering if shes sitting there waiting on me.
did i do something? was it something i never said? what happened? we were so close. i want to know. was it me? was it just the fact of life? i cant remember! i want to. i want to know why she left. to ask her. but i cant. i have no strength. i dont want to fight. its up to er. she can walk away. but how can she walk away like that? i was hers. always. forever! we shared so much! now its like its...
sisters
lullabyhips:
audraallen:
we were sisters from the begining. i was so young. only third grade. you were what 6 grade? so long ago i dont remember. than we drifted. lost contact. i followed you around the playground. do you remember? its ok if you dont. now its you and my brother again. where do i come in? am i still your sister? have we drifted further apart? will we ever know what happened? i...
diet coke
diet coke. what can i say? i live off you. you are what keeps me awake. what keeps me from sleeping in my classes. your a friend in a way. you dont talk. but you fuel me through the day. im superman when i take a swig of your tasty goodness. even when your cafeine free your still good. nothing is better than sipping you from a bottle. or glass.
sisters
we were sisters from the begining. i was so young. only third grade. you were what 6 grade? so long ago i dont remember. than we drifted. lost contact. i followed you around the playground. do you remember? its ok if you dont. now its you and my brother again. where do i come in? am i still your sister? have we drifted further apart? will we ever know what happened? i dont think so. one question...
friends
thye said we would be perfect together. we could try. but theres something in the way. for some reason i love you but you dont love me. im in that friend zone./ is that even a place? well i guess to you it is. so ill just sit back and watch as you walk by. smiling at me. but still knowing that i am just a friend to you.
gone?
is he gone? did i lose him? no. hes here. i know it. i can feel him next to me every night. i feel his breath against my skin. i hear him say i love you for the last time. im waiting for you. even though you might never come back to me. if you go before me promise youll wait. i wont cry. cause i know you wouldnt want it. i wont sob. your here. next to me tonight. holding me close. protecting me....
“your my marine. i looked up to you. even though your gone i still await for your...”
“are there words for how i feel for you? no. can you come back to me so that i...”
“somethings come easy. somethings are hard to find. you were hard to find. but...”
“he gave her 12 roses. 11 real. 1 fake and told her “i’ll love you...”