ur marine

if your scared to look ahead,don’t look back…always look beside you and your best friend will be there.

we are closer now. just a bit… we are still working on it. but when we do fix it all the way, it won’t be like it was. it will be better. i promise

the few. the proud. the marines.

we dont make comprimises. we make marines.

i’ll be your marine. for now,forever.

i belong to an angel that refuses to let me go.

i’ll return…under one condition….tell me you love me…and promise that you’ll never let me go.

if they gave me one breath i would use it to tell you, i love you.

my heart belongs to he united states marine core

be strong,be brave,be my hero, be my angel, be my marine.

bravery isnt something your born with. it comes when you save a life.

i need to move on in my own life but i will never forget you.

i await his return. he shall return because thats marines do.

marines dont protect just one. they protect all.

we live we breathe the united states marines.

we live today because theres a soldier that has fougt for our freedom.

he told her to wait. she did. he wrote to her. she wrote back. he said i love you. she said i love you more. he promised his return. she cried. cause ow she sits holding  folded flag with his tags on top. staring at the roses on his coffin. asking herself why now?

mine

i told him that love for me was hard. he hugged me and it was easy again.

why?

you tell yourself its your fault. but we say its not. why dont you trust us on that?its never been your fault. trust me these things happen. its ok. it will get better with time. i promise. stop saying its your fault casue its not. i swear to you that its not.

brother part 3

i pass the time by telling myself he’s on his wy. 2 hours. 4 hours. still no show. did he forget? did something come up? why isnt he here? does he know that this is important? does he know i just want to tell him that i love him and he’s still my brother? that i miss who he used to be? here he comes.

“why am i here?” ” i miss you.” “ok. is that it”  “no. i want yo back to who you were.” “theres no such thing” “yes there is. you can come back. you can look and see that im here.”  “what if im happy this way?” “how could you be happy tat you left me here?” ” i have a life now. you need to suck it up and get one to.” “how dare you.” “get used to it kid.” he stopped then. noticing the look on my face as he called me my old nickname. “you said it. for the first time” ” dont be surprised” “i am. ” ” why?” “because i have part of you back” i hugged him. he did not hug back. he stood there. tensing. “you dont love me anymore do you?” “never said that. you need to grow up and stop looking for me. your old enough to take care of yourself now.” “i dont want to. ” “to bad.” “fine. walk away. i dont care anymore be that way. to be honest your nothing since that day. you hate me now. i get it. and i dont need you in order for me to move on. so…..fuck you!!!”

saying that i walk away. never looking over my shoulder. because i know in my heart he wont be standing there. he wouldve walked away. like he always has since that day.

brother part 2

you didnt think i could do it. you didnt think id make it. can you see me now? how strong i am? what do you think of now that you see me? you wanna know what im thinking? im thinking that i was right. that you taught me well. that you showed me how to do things even when people said i couldnt. now i understand why you did what you did. now i know why you walked away. now i know why you left me on my own. i say all that to you. your response, ” your wrong”. and you walk away again. head down, shoulders sagged. i just watch as you turn your fucking back on me. im your little sister! i scream. you dont turn. keep walking you bastard! this is you! im you! you made me who i am! where did you go?! i scream this over and over till i see him no more. useless to him thats what i am. he doesnt care anymore. he never did, did he?

brother

in my heart you were everything. you taught me things. how to survive when things got bad. i looked up to you. trusted you. and what did you do? you walked away from me. you didnt say anything. you just left me here. in the cold. for me to figure things out on my own. but i cant. im lost without you. i dont know what to do. you were my best friend. the only one that i would ever trust to hold me heart and not drop it. you were the best thing in my life. what happened to you? why did you walk away from me? tell me! please! i want yo back to the way yo were before! but you just sit there. and ignore me like im nothing. whats so important that you cant be here with me? that you cant turn to see me crying for you. to see me reach for you!